Recently, i've been asking myself whether i'm fat or not.
At times, i feel that i look like a unproportionate creature.. Another, i look like a anorexic dude.
I can't help but to notice.. I can feel the excessive fat i have in me only at nights!
But at day, i feel that i'm like lacking of nutrients.. skinny like FUCK!
Is it me or is it just my mind playing around me? Seeing how tough i've been through secondary school being a heavily obese minor-outcast. *Least only a year or so*
Friends who knows me well. You may go like "WTF? WHAT YOU SAYING!? YOU FAT?" but i think i just purely have this phobia of turning back into a FATBOY with nothing but.. FATS!
It's tough. real tough..
Imagine people laughing at you when your P.E teacher suggest that all the guys are to take out thier tee shirts.
Imagine looking at a girl you have a crush on.. constantly thinking that you're inferior to her and that she will never choose you over some other pretty faces just because you're FAT!
Thats why i never ever discrimnate fat people unless they're too horrifiying and disturbing to the eyes. Otherwise, i can share thier woes.
I'm actually not quite sure why i brought this up also.. Just a thing or two that i would like to share with you people about how i feel.
feel. sight. taste. smell. hear.
Guess i'll be talking next on the most wonderful thing i've seen!